seriously not feeling very well now... i'm getting tired very easily,because i ate some medicine=.= just now called AsiaPac, thought i could bring my lappy to service. but the engineer said they need 1 to 2 more week for my screen to arrive. that is how serious my lappy is, until they need to order another screen for meTT TT then i have to go down to school to loan for another laptop... troublesome. i'm seriously not feeling real good to down... i wanna cry~ TT TT

i shall call my lappy "Pudding"<3 keke...
because to me lappy is very fragile, just like pudding^ㅂ^
Pudding, Pudding, Pudding, Pudding!!!<3<3
and my HDD should be called "Mr. M"...
M for Mirror!! ROFLXD
because it can act as a mirror.... hohoho!!

so yah....
안녕~!!

i had a shock yesterday...i know its kinda late, bcoz it have been weeks since i went straits times online to see news.
i saw the title "Diver Drowns in Job." then i clicked it. at first, i didn't know who this person was... so i continued to read other news. then at night, when my sis came home. i was watching the TV and then she was also on the comp looking at things. then she asked me "do you know(by face) any of the seniors older than me??". of course i siad "Yar." bcoz i had some seniors that are in NCC... then she showed me that same article, then she showed my this FB group. i got a shocked... he is in the same secondary school. i suddenly remember seeing this face before in school...
SUPER shocked!!
that article that i saw...
another add on...

life is so fragile...sigh

hahaha((: my new "friend" is actually this... bought this because wanted to go and fix my lappy, bcoz the screen has been flikering for quite a long time already...TT TT so sad... then when i went today, the person said they need to order the LCD screen 1st, have to wait for another week or so... then when it comes, i'll bring my lappy down and then i have to wait another 1day for them to fix. also good, i don't have to wait another week without my lappy with me(^ㅅ^)

yesterday went out with steph and them nic came and met us for awhile then we went home-y~
here are the photos. one of them look super hilarious can, i was tidying my hair, and then steph took the camera and "click"(ㅡ"ㅡ+)

so yar...
안녕~!!

This message came along with the video:
The fans in Korea did flash mob for Jay, dancing to Again & Again.

First of all.... laugh, Jay, laugh at us!! Hahahah!

We support 2PM with all its 7 members: Jaebeom, Nichkhun, Junsu, Taecyeon, Wooyoung, Junho, Chansung.
7 = 1.

If the pageviews of this one is good, we might do Part 2 of flash mob =)

i really think that my sis acted like an a-hole....
i really hate to talk to people about money. people get all acted up, and i really believe this issue can stir up a pretty big fight or whatever....(-"-)

argh....
nothing much...
don't wanna say anything more.....
안녕~!!

kekekeekekeXD

just got my blogskin changed.. nice?^^
just now went srv... barry is sick again, same goes for mr. john ong. aish... take care people((: then went to bedok to fellowship with N284. then bus-ed home with meow.
the Hortpark/Henderson wave is cancelled... quite sad)):

gtg sleep now...
later need to wake up at 7 to go breakfast with daddy and mummy^^
안녕~!!

awesomeee, love it<33

credit: time2sub2 and Eco0606

on wednesday, went to meet grace for lunch then went to her school and i slacked, she studied.in other words, i accompanied her while she study, before i started drawing the cover page for her "my idea journal" assignment....(^^;) then we left SMU at about 8, then we met nic. walked around PS before we settled down at Cafe' Cartel to have some cake^^ (woooohooooo) that was like an answer to my cravings that happened long time ago...hohohoho((:

thursday went for work. 1st day working with the new manager, BEAR!! (find the name funny?? its the people from the office, they did the name tag for him. of course, that isn't his real name. that will be too funny a name to give your kid.) i don't really dislike him, neither do i like him. he is too cocky to me, he got the nerves to scold uncle for sucha small matter (if you all know, neither did i "like" uncle alot. i can be angry that he scolded/showed attitude at uncle, thats what i dislike. HELLO, do you have simple manners to RESPECT an elderly? aish.) so, i will try to "like" him as much as possible and pray that i will work well((:

today before going to cgm, i went to meet nic. actually was suppose to get her friends present, in the end we ate some sushi from NTUC Xtra and some yogurt...kekekeXD then after that we went sperate ways, she to das's house for cgm and me to grace's house for cgm with yunrui's cellgroup, w466((: actually was suppose to watch Sun's live chat on FaceBook at 11pm after cgm, but i was delayed and when it started, the whole thing lagged like crazy, because its like a couple of thousand people watching at the same time... so we went home instead. hope that tomorrow's service, pastor will show the highlights for this 30 min chat....^^

and sunday might be going to walk from Hortpark all the way to harbourfront then go sentosa with the N444 and N284.... so excited((: pray that the plan will be able to work out with N284 as well and the weather on sunday will be beautiful throughout the day((: its such a waste that barry isn't able to join us)):

so yar...
gtg now....
안녕~!!

i guess everything is alright now... (might be only me or some of the people only) so today went for service. pastor peached on loyalty, and relationships can only be counted went they are TESTED relationships... all this made me thinking.... (hmmmmm) quite a word for me. it came at a good timing(^^)

got to go sleep now...
i'm so excited that next week we are going to walk the southern ridges walk with the members and also N284...<33
i'm so excited....hohoho(shoulders going up and down)
thats for now....
안녕~!!

day: wednesday
period of the day: early in the morning/midnight
status: still not sleeping
reason: don't know
reason for the reason not sleeping: stumbled upon a blog while blog-hoping, and the content made me "start" again. now i'm thinking, maybe for the past few days/weeks i have been deciving myself that "i'm okay"/"i'm not affected"/"i'm very strong" and also maybe thats why i haven't even picked up the courage to start a conversation/or even say "how are you?" when you "pop-ed" out on the bottom right hand of my screen. now, you look so happy with the life that you are living now.... it seemed like we had never exsits in you live before. i don't know, but it makes my heart ache.... does it mean i have not make any difference? that now you can just forget every single joy that all of us had together and leave? nevermind, maybe i can just forget about eveything now, just like you(?), go to bed now, wake up to the next sunrise and continue my life, without thinking about this again and again?

maybe i should do this....

i just got back from 11hrs of work and dinner with daddy and mummy...(like, finally i get to eat with them!!) kekekeke^^ so happy... tomorrow i'm gonna spent quality time with my sis, pray that she will also spend "quality" money on me...kekekekeke(grining evilly) hohohoho, that means i might get new clothes... hohoho... so excited^^

i think my body is working normally after all, getting myself all stressed up and not having my meals might the reasons that my whole "system" was in a mess... hehe^^ nowadays, i will only have appetite when i see rice, or else i won't even touch my food. weird huh? no wonder i was always feeling tired when my parents are not in s'pore last week, bcoz no one cooked at home, and everyone either calls for delivery or eat ramen...==; hahaha so, now i'm okay, i'm fine, i'm not sad, i'm happy(?)^^

so yar....
gtg sleep already....
if not the black holes around my eyes are gonna "swollow" my eyes soon^_^; ...
안녕~!!