yesterday
it was BE YOURSELF DAY...
kinda stupid for this yr...
coz i had oral too...
so need to bring my school uni...
then i wore anyhow to school...
majority of the guys in our class wore long sleeve-ed shirt...
weird...
oral was scary...
damn nervous....
it came out OK...
fast forward to after CGM at mac...
actually wanted to go home...
but mummy and daddy was not home...
so i stayed for fellowship...
i was damn "paisei"...
adeline was talking to gabriel wihle looking at my class photo...
then the conversation went like this...
BLAHBLAHBLAH...
adeline: ruiliang...can let me see your photo...
me: ok...
adeline look look look...
gabriel: hey adeline...inside got JOHNATHAN anot??
adeline: GOT GOT!!
me ( talking to adeline ): where got, anyhow...
adeline: there johnathan lau~ he know him...
me: *paisei* ooo...okok~
so paisei can...
i thought they talking about the johnathan in our CG....
then i went home...
today
wore GREEN...
went for service...
great service today...
then went to food court for dinner...
adeline found cockcroach in her minced pork noodles...
ewwww.....
got a refund la....
*laugh*
then celebrated VANESSA'S BIRTHDAY~
thats all...
i going to sleep already...
GOODNIGHT~
there is a particular time that i get "high" and do weird things...
it doesn't only happen only on one thing i do...
it is a lot of things...
o1. after i eat something extremly sweet.
o2. after a really heavy meal.
o3. when i get really restless.
o4. actually i will get "high" REAL easy. ( this only happens when the person know me like 2 to 3 months.*laugh* )
so when i get "high" and do weird things...don't get shocked...------------------------------------------------------------------------
acutually i'm feeling helpless inside...don't know what is my aim...i'm like living on with nothing in mind...walking aimlessly...scared to be sent back m'sia...or whole family move back...everyone seems to draw futher instead of nearer...even my sister...now i don't dare to tell her secerts...don't ask me why...i don't have the guts to tell her or speak to her...everytime i tell her about the things that happen when i'm out with friends...she will ask..."is it your church friends??"she gives me that "look"...that i'm afraid that a friend/family member will do...a "look" that i will feel alone...i will quickly change the subject...so i feel that my sister has changed since she knew i went to church...i'm scared.