lets SHRUG our shoulders together^^

i took this during PC lesson this tuesday...

it was meant for kasthuri, i said to her,
"this is my self-portrait, when you think of me can take a look at this*gave her wide smile*(:".
i know its lame~

*P.S. this is gonna be a SUPER long post(:
hmmmm...it got me thinking 'bout something last night before i went to sleep. its concerning one of my friends. i think i'll tell you later(: hahaha*laugh*... i know i'm weird(: okay... yesterday was kinda "stretched". i also don't know why i have this "feel", Zzz. went to school in the morning as usual. XY is still as usual excited about going out later with me and cheese. *sigh* once a small girl, always a small girl~ (: then i only doze of during the 2nd period of English!! MIRICLE. because normally i will just doze of at the start of Ms. James lesson...*laugh* then yah, not much happened, just some usual quarrels in class...super irritaing. of course i will side the girl lar!! so irritating*argh* then walked home with Zaikha, Jessie and Liwen. i was "attacked" by Jessie and Liwen!! nevermind, we went crazy on the way home...*laugh*

you can see me and XY in the reflectiono in the mirror[1st] and glass[2nd]....(:

i went home and got changed then went to meet XY and train-ed down to AMK to meet Sophia. we walked around to find clothes for her competition later. then we train-ed down to outrum park...WAH!! Sophia walk super fast can!! She walk even faster than me, SO DON'T EVER SAY I WALK TOO FAST, theres someone who walk even faster than me!!*laugh* then XY and me were literally chasing after her!! super tired can~ then when we reached MS[i think so, b'coz got a little STM(:], super tired... then she got ready, some guy styled her hair. turn out to be "NOT SOPHIA" i don't mean she she became someone else literally lar, but the hair just wasn't the usual her. COOL!!*laugh* she is not that ugly that the guys in class has descrided her as. i think their eyes are blinded by stamps!! *laugh crazily* then a girl helped her to do make-up and she started practicing, like finally~ then she was like really late for the competition. when we reached the place by bus. we ran like crazy[actually after that fall 2 weeks ago during 2.4run, i was having a phobia with running. but i actually ran. ] then we got there, her sing was like better than last yr's BTY superstar. so YAH!! then i went off earlier, so i didn't know the results yet. SHE STILL HAVEN'T MSG ME THE RESULTS!!

nevermind, i went paragon to find my sis. as i have promised her. i waited like so long, and i was dozing off time to time. *sigh* Why am i so tired?? then we train-ed back to TPY ad went mac for dinner. talk to her about somethings that i have been thinking all day. then went home. so YAH!!

*****

now, i'll share what was i thinking about the whole day yesterday and got me into deeper thoughts last night.
its actually about Sophia.
i want to get these points straight to the guys in my class.
the guys in class are really terrible!! they are not encouraging and constantly condemning her. like "so ugly, no looks, still go sing confirm out one lar!!".
she won't get in of course, imagine when you are performing on stage and the audience is like BOO-ing you, will you have the confidence to go on??
will you have to perform to your best??
NO, you will definitely NOT!!
they are like telling her daily saying she's ugly, no have the voice for singing.
HELLO look at yourself, as i have said in the past, look at yourself before you judge.
NO ONE'S PERFECT, i'm not, Sophia is not and YOU ARE NOT TOO!!
so stop having those childish mindset.
making fun of people is a kind of verbal bully, this may cause great impact in her life if her mind strong enough.
it may be suicidal and she may have some hatred toward guys in the future and turn to the other sex.
and when i went to MS yesterday. i think the people there treated her way nicer especially the guys there.
they don't bully, they actually encouraged.
they even kindly helped her style her hair, do make-up(which screwed up.)...
the guys in class, don't even want to get close to her....
when their thing are placed on her table, they will like say there is now germs all over their things and they are going home to wash it with Detol.
super STUPID...............................................

so i'll stop here before i lose control and its going to be never ending scolding and all~
JA-NEH~

piggyback CHRYSAN, i'm strong man!!
taken on "be yourself day" during PE.

pictures(;
Last friday[ 18.07.2008 ]
what happened:
In the class, In the Toilet*laugh*, Eurasian Tour and YK zone prayer meeting@ Riverwalk...

Last Saturday[ 19.07.208 ]
what happened:
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, SIWEI!!
Baptism for Elison and Ryan, Service and My Cousin's Wedding Dinner.

Yesterday and today[ 22.07.2008-23.07.2008 ]
what happened:
In the class, ath lesson and MR. SIN LAI KEONG!!*laugh*
Elmo, Fried Fish, Heart Shaped Chocolate

ELMO!!

MR.SIN LAI KEONG!!XD
credits: Xiangyi(:

thats all the pictures(:
JA-NEH~!!