DADDY & MUMMY
super angry....
what am i suppose to do??
what will happen??
will i survive??
thats not all the problems in my mind now....
i'm freaking sad about something else...
i didn't know i would "miss some peoples" until now...
i think i would cry everyday if i go there...
i will miss home...
i will miss my family...
i will miss my friends...
i will miss my CG..
i will miss church...
i will miss dinner with my family...
i will miss going to church...
i will miss going crazy with the sisters and brothers...
i will miss going out all of them...
i will miss anything/anyone that is all around me...
how am i gonna survive?? HOW??
although i'm still 3 years away..
i'm already very sad by just thinking about it...
what will happen when i'm in it??
i'm scared...
i don't wanna leave....
i don't want....
its really hard...
its not like able to come home every week...
i'm going for a freaking 3 months....
i can't go without anyone of them around me...
HOW??!!
YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE THIS~I'M GOING FOR THE SHOWCASE!!*SCREAM* WOOHOOOOOO~*KISSES FLYING TO YOU* I'M TOTALLY MADLY LOVING NICOLETTE TAY EE HSIAN!!LOVE HER TO THE CORE WITH THE "SPONSORSHIP"!!so yar..
I'm in a really high mood now...
XY also realised..*laugh*
and I'M SHOCKED WITH VANN'S NEW HAIRCUT...
LIKE REALLY SHOCKED, although she warned me...
so yar...
gonna study for UT now...
an-nyeong!!!
they go featured is the lianhewanbao...(credits: primanoona.wordpress.com),
WILL BE PERFORMING AT DRAGONFLY @ ST JAMES POWER STATION...
BUT ITS A
FREAKING S$100.
I DON'T HAVE THAT KIND OF MONEY TO BUY THAT FREAKING TICKET!!
I'M SO SAD...
ITHINK I'M GONNA DIE OF SADDNESS~
I'M THINK I'M GONNA GO EMO WHOLE WEEK... NO!! UNTIL I DIE~
T-T, I'M GONNA CRY THE WHOLE NIGHT I THINK...
I WANNA GO~BUT ITS A FREAKING S$100 AND ONLY LIMITED TO THE 1ST 800 FANS~
I WANNNA GO!!
XY and her classmates came to my class and pasted this all around...very tired...
math sucks like anything...
what internet download...
can't even understand a single thing..
tomorrow going blood donation with said....
math test later on...
thursday got communucation test...
friday got science test which was cancelled last friday...
SUPER TIRED!!
oh man...
an-nyeong~!!
i miss all of them,
and also my beloved Jolinda, beauty Kasthuri and naughty Enthu-ers.
without you all, the fun is all gone~
i was listening to some songs just now...
i realised that some of the artist are either older than me by a few years, same age as me or even younger me...
yet they are shining in the limelight like nobody's business...
singing, dancing and acting...
it seems to be a really happy that you are able to use your gift and talents to entertain others...
but yet a tiring thing to do, after seeing reports of them going in and out of hospitals and clinics...
sometimes after looking at them, i would wonder...
why am i still here?? doing nothing...
why can't i just be like them??
many have said i have the gifts...
and should use it as it is a gift and shine for God...
i know i can't just keep it to myself...
but...
it's not that i don't wanna show it to others or what...
and i also don't know how...
sometime i would also think...
is it that "i don't know", "i hate eyes that keeps staring at me.." or "i don't have the guts?", "don't have the faith to do it?"...
or "i don't have the confidence to do it?", "maybe people will laugh and talk at my back?"
maybe i like to contradict myself a little too much...
i think that's how the devil work, maybe...
maybe that's why i only know how to hide behind my humble camera and continue to neglect the other gift....
meitong, vann, steph, nic and i think almost all the sisters had asked me to like use my gift and all...
musos recruitment, choir...
*sigh*...
i don't know..............
...................................
ROMEO, OH ROMEO~
SHINee, OH SHINee~
THEY ARE FINALLY OUT!! THERE ARE NOW LOTS AND LOTS OF JULIETTE OUT THERE THAT ARE HAPPY((: INCLUDING ME!!
go to stop fangirl-ing...
got to go and do my RJ and quiz already~
an-nyeong!!
my pretty mum~*sigh* i'm very tired man... hungry and also cold): AAHHHHH~i'm craving for curry, to be more specific is maggie curry~ *cry*
so yah...
nothing else...
an-nyeong~!!
pretty hongki((:
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oh my goodness... i just finish fangirl-ing infront of my lappy while watching FTI's 여자는 몰라(girls don't know). i don't know why i was squelling all the while, maybe it has been a long time sincei did that...*laugh* wahahaa,i love this song man~
so yar...
an-nyeong~!!
its delayed!! OMG*screams* i thought it would be realsed today~ its delayed till next wednesday~
poor onew~
contunue to wait juliets!!
i think i will get a C again for my science lar..i was totally shocked when the faci asked me, what is hydrogen bonding.. a classmate actually wantedto praise me about my slide... then in the end, the faci asked me this qns. totally stunned.. i didn't know how to explain lar... and today is the most stressful day ever...
and btw, did i tell you all my science faci for only today was a KOREAN!!
i think she is gonna be the korean i really hate.. *laugh*
and her accent is still there man...
and we think she had a PS...*laugh*
so yar...
an-nyeong~!!
weird feelings, i guess... nowadays i'm very mindful about my everday grades in school, and i wonder will i ever do well or not.i really can't concentrate and during presentation, i really don't know how to express myself about my points and my opinion.maybe i'm too protected by the things and peoples around me, or too use to them, thats why when i come to this completely new place, i got lost...i'm not sure whether that i'm a friend to my classmates or not...some of them are really nice and they are like good friends to me, but some, i really just can't communicate/connect with them.maybe they think i have a weird personality, or i'm unapproachable, thats why i don't really have lots of friends??maybe thats why i sometimes dread to go school??and i will fall ill??i'll never know.......i don't know...maybe they just don't like me??or they hate me??i'm weird? not funny? not co-operative? too quiet? too noisy?
i don't know...this feeling suck big time...and i don't know how to deal with it........
(doodle doodle)i tell you... i'm super bored lar. now feel like sleeping, don't know why, but yar.... haha...
rantrantrant~ sigh...
an-nyeong~!!
bbq~had pizza today, bcoz its michelle's bday!! *laugh*hahaha.... kinda feel dead now bcoz the flu is killing me now... so yar. then i feel super full now~ AAAHHHHH *siao* i wanna sleep man...
update soon with the pizza partyae pictures...
poker face!!
twist~
imma ghost!! WOOOO~
wingyan & michelle.
so yar...
an-nyeong~!!
*sigh* i didn't go school today... had a fever in the morning. mummy woke up at noon by scolding me.... funny eh?? haha. then had a little lunch. didn't eat much becoz i was really difficult to swollow solid food, even the small little tablets... my mummy said maybe my throat is swollen, infected or something, then say if it still persist, then need to go to the doc again. so yar... then i only can talk softly, just now while talking to my mummy she keeps saying"huh??" haha.... then when she talk i will also "huh??" bcoz my ears are blocked too..now i feel like i'm having a 100kg head.... super dizzy... sigh.. i shoulden't stay longer in front of the desktop...
so yar...
an-nyeong~!!
adeline's cute little YELLOW smiley~just finished my presentation... i think i included to much info & made it quite lengthy...):
by now i like used 3 packets of tissues already, finished 2 blackcurrant flavoured lozenges and just swallowed 2 flu and fever tablets. most impt, "MAY CAUSE DROWSINESS". *shock*die, later i fall asleep in excel talk...*laugh*hahahahahaha.
i (L) my NAILS!!(although got some little flaws~)so yar...
an-nyeong~!!
TO MY MOM, MUMMY(KEVIN) AND ALSO EVERY MOTHER IN THE WORLD~
me and my sis bought a cake for mom and also a carnation(:
i think this is so cool lar...
they had this thing to store water for the flower(:
so yah...
an-nyeong~!!
8MAY09
met nic after she finished school... went to look for vann @ her work place. then walked around there till fishy finish work.
9MAY09
Mothers' day service....
was having bad sore throat today.
so yar...
an-nyeong~!!
rp stickers... my braincells are depleting by the thousands as they days goes by... ever wonder why we even need to think so hard for a thing?? i find it stupid. think.think and think, stress.stress and stress... sometimes there won't even be any solution to it or to difficult to find one...
(retarded!!) *sigh*
on the other hand...
thank you vann for the domo(:
so yar...
an-nyeong!!
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back to about today...
i don'twanna talk about the irritating part so i skip...
just now actually wanted to go to the toilet during short break, but i suddenly saw a group in the corner and i heard XY crying. i was already very emo, then now super angry.
irritated by that man. SUPER!! how can he be so stuck up?? i wonder... irritated man... feel likebeating him man...
no have to go le...
today is Wingyan's birthday!! WOOOOO~
(ah siao)
hahaha....later going for some body shop talk and coming back for celebration bah...
so yar... gtg do worksheet le..
cya...
(tired...)
no other word to descride how i feel now...
...
okay i just changed my skin. as you know i have been stuck with the previous one for like 2 or 3 years...*laugh* so just now i thought itwas time to change, so i did(: so yar...
today had Science. it sucked big time. the whole 1st study period i was playing with the experiment apparatus with the rest outside the classroom. then sing to cutecute's ringtone*laugh* the elmo's song. hahahaha. then today's slide only got 4, so one each(:
AND...tomorrow is wingyan's birthday!! woohoo... celebration man~!! then tomorrow also got CGM, maybe going NYP to find Nic and also meet up with Grace...
so yar...
an-nyeong~!!
DADDY & MUMMY
