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day: wednesdayperiod of the day: early in the morning/midnightstatus: still not sleepingreason: don't knowreason for the reason not sleeping: stumbled upon a blog while blog-hoping, and the content made me "start" again. now i'm thinking, maybe for the past few days/weeks i have been deciving myself that "i'm okay"/"i'm not affected"/"i'm very strong" and also maybe thats why i haven't even picked up the courage to start a conversation/or even say "how are you?" when you "pop-ed" out on the bottom right hand of my screen. now, you look so happy with the life that you are living now.... it seemed like we had never exsits in you live before. i don't know, but it makes my heart ache.... does it mean i have not make any difference? that now you can just forget every single joy that all of us had together and leave? nevermind, maybe i can just forget about eveything now, just like you(?), go to bed now, wake up to the next sunrise and continue my life, without thinking about this again and again?maybe i should do this....
