just now after communication exam, which is the last paper... when to XY's class and watched their class video. super funny, they have lots of comments for every funny and made everyone laugh like crazy. after that, actually wanted to go home. but XY and dillon wanted to eat, so we went to civic mac and ate. (bow 90 degrees)thanks, dillon for the treat(coz he said that they PSed me the other day and went to eat then after bus-ed home...

today is the start of my 5 weeks of holidays...not really excited though. to many things are happening right now...
things like my great-grandmother passed away, i coulden't go back bcoz of work(i shoulden't have told them i wanna work on thurs) and now i also can't ask my mum to sign the baptism form(she is not in a good mood)... (argh)

tomorrow i'm gonna be all alone at home... papa and mama going back, bigbro going school and then sisi going work... that will be the schedule for my holiday day 1... (sigh) they are gonna be back on friday i guess, latest by saturday... i previously thought that they are gonna go back just for a visit, but i didn't know that it was for my great-grandma. she was in hospital for abservation for the past 2days bcoz of stroke. bcoz her heart was failing, the doctor already told my grandma in advance to prepare bcoz she is gonna "go" anytime. (sigh) i never gotta chance to see her.

.........
for that period, i thought i knew you and understand you...
now, the signs that you are showing me is that you have changed...
don't even try to tell me that people always change...
because i don't believe peole can do it so drastically in such a short period of time span...
in the past, when people ask me what happened to you or where are you, i could easliy answer them without thinking. just because we talked and updated each other...
now, when people as the same things, i will never have a definite answer, i would stammer. because i coulden't even find you and contact you...
i don't even know you now...

there are tons of stuff in my mind now and i still seem to be unable to sort them out now.... (-"-;)irritaed.

gotta go now...
안녕~!!