had a great time at the NDP'09 just now... will update once i get photos from vann...
i was spectacular, excited me... but am i cheer-ed up?
maybe its not time change = people change...
but different situation = people react differently?
for that maybe i still have a long way then i can understand that...
that was someone that cared for me, called me, talked to me, helped me, concoled me when i was down, joked with me, ....
she is just like my closest sister...
i'm lack of words now...
after tearing for countless nights, eyes are dried and a little swollen...
*sigh*