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its not that don't that wanna talk about church....
its your reaction that i don't wanna see when i talk about it...
remember that time when i told you that i went to church and gave my heart...
your reaction was like "what??!!"....
then you asked me with an angry tone that i joined a church...
so after that i've been very cautious about it whenever you bring up topics about church/Jesus/my friends in church...
thats why i've always tried to raise my voice to change the topic...
it not that i don't like to talk about it or over protective or what...
because i don't wanna see your angry face...
i don't want you to don't care about me...
but always you would still give me a black face and walk away...
and always i would lie to you when i go for srvs, CGMs and out with the members...
because if i would to tell you, you would throw your tantrum on me...
and thats not what i wanna see...
i don't like it...
you always wanted me to work on saturday....
and i would find all sorts of excuses, to try to convince you that i can't...
another reason i don't wanna work is because its really tiring...
compared to other part time works..
this is like trying to make you die..
*sigh*
i really feel like dying....
